जिंदगी एक दौड़

जिंदगी की दौड़ में मैं दौड़ता जा रहा हूँ , दौड़ता जा रहा हूँ मैंने कभी किसी की ऊँगली पकड़ कर दौड़ने में मदद नही की, पर किसी को धक्का देकर गिराया भी नहीं, हाँ ....रास्तेमें अगर कोई थका हुआ दिखा तो दो पल रुककर उस्से समझाया " साथी रुको मत और दौड़ते रहो न दौड़ने से कुछ खोने को तो नहीं है पैर रुक जाने से कुछ पाने को भी नहीं है झूँठा आश्वाशन मैं नहीं देता की मंजिल पास है , मंजिल बहुत दूर है और तुझे दौड़ना है तू रुक सकता है पैर बस चाँद सांसे लेने के लिए " ......ज़ब भी मेरी बातें सांसें सुनकर कोई उठ दौड़ा , मैं भी दुगनी गति से दौड़ा

हेर अगले मोंड पैर खड़े लोग मुझे विजेता लगते रहे , पैर उस मोंड पर पहुँच कर न तो वोह लोग मुझे विजेता लगे और न मैं ख़ुद ही कुछ दिखा तो बस अगला मोंड हेर मोंड पैर लगा की बस अगला मोंड ही मंजिल है मुझे शिकायत नहीं हैं इन मोंदो से बल्कि अब तो इनके बिना कुछ अधूरा सा लगता है पर एक दुआ है की हेर मोंड पैर नए चेहरे तो दीखते रहें पैर कोई न कोई ऐसा चेहरा भी दीखता रहे जो मुझे कभी किसी मोंड पैर मिला था

few hours with next generation of India

Last Friday, I along with some people from my company, went to a centre run by Mr Rafi. This center is aimed at taking care of street children. The forerunner of this center brings street kids, keep them in his centre and take care of their education and other basic needs. We were there for around 4 hours trying to know culture of this centre, various task they are performing, difficulties they are facing, achievements they are proud of and lot more. We went to one class and met children. No need to say that guys were happy to see us and were very receptive.A kid, sitting in front row, looking very active, greeted me with " Good evening sir".

"tumhara naam kya hai".....
" Kalam...Abdul Kalam"….
My next obvious question was
“A.P.J. kalam ke bare me jante ho?
"haan! woh humare rashtrapati hain"....Oops answer was bit wrong but I dint check him.
“A.P.J.Kalam kya kerte hain?
“Jahaj banate hain"...
“pani wala jahaj ya fir hawa wala jahaj?".....now he was confused.

Next we asked these guys to show us dance. Some one shouted that Vikaram dances well. "Who is Vikram?"...A kid stood up and we asked him to come and dance. Without any hesitation he came out and to my surprise with out any hesitation or fear of performing he danced very well.

I was really amazed to see that how eagerly these kids wanted to perform. These kids were very eager to come to main stream and to enlighten the society with their performances.

Back at my home, I started comparing myself with these kids. There were plenty differences between me and them. I never had the courage to go on stage and perform. I always waited someone to come to me and force me to perform irrespective of the field. I was always shy in talking people even with my relatives. Still, today I am in a position that my parents, friends and people who know me consider me as if I have achieved some thing in my life. These kids already have an edge over me.I wish them very best of luck and to be talented, energetic and self motivated generation of India.

Mumbai blast with Pakistani view ...revised

In my post " Mumbai blast with Pakistani view ( http://anujdmad.blogspot.com/2008/12/mumbai-blast-with-pakistani-view.html )", I mocked Pakistani defense analyst declaring him fool of the first order but now I realize, better I should correct myself. Perhaps he is person having deep understanding of Indian politics and politicians. He knew his ridiculous explanation would be taken seriously by Indian politicians and would be used to appease particular section of Indian Muslims. Mr. Antuley and some RJD members did not let this so-called analyst's confidence go down.
Thanks to Sabana Azmi and Javed Akhtar for publically condemning Antuley in this critical time. This move will surely protect number of Muslims from being trapped into Antuley's and other politician's political gimmick to pander a particular Muslim section.

Should we debate on such issues?

Since the Mumbai attack, I am following news and debates on his issue from all the sources possible available to me. I was gazing at not only Indian channels but also at Pakistani channels, Thanks to youtube. I observed a clear difference between Indian media and Pak media. Just after attack, Indian journalists were in attacking mood and were talking about what action should India take against Pak (as they already assumed Pakistani involvement rather than waiting for investigation reports to come out). Where as Pak journalist were in defensive mood and were carping some handful emotional and illogical rationales like " Pakistan is also victim of terror" or " every time something happens in India, they blame Pakistan" etc. Some of them even called Mumbai attacks were perpetrated by India only just because ATS Chief, who was investigating Sadhvi Pragya case, was murdered. My all these observations not only made me to laugh at Pak media but also made me to proud Indian media for unity in their intensions against external powers. But to my sorrow it didn’t continue for so long.
Yesterday was 26 Dec 2008, less than 1 month of Mumbai attack, all the candle congregation, protest against politicians, public gathering to show unity are over and the same media has started talking about issues like "Should KASAB get defense?"

Check out the link to read our journalists discussing.

http://ibnlive.in.com/news/law-vs-conscience-kasab-defence-a-weak-case/80648-3.html

Mrs Ramjeth Malani, I am sure that you are right as a lawyer but as religion are made for human and not the human for the religion, same way constitution is made for Indians and not the Indians for constitution. Even if Indians are made for constitution then too those are "Indians" and not "Pakistani".

Bharat Kumar Raut said it very well

"The basic purpose of having a legal process in place and a trial is to bring about the truth. When everyone knows the truth, then that question of legal aid does not arise. Secondly, the Indian law is meant for Indian nationals,"

Mrs. Jethmalani should ask Harish Salve's below words to him at the end of this debate.
"Why should we not treat this man, who on his own admission has been supported and trained by ISI - which is a Pakistan government organization - as a terrorist who has waged war on India? I say treat him as a Prisoner of War. I think the Government of India is letting the common man down again. It is high time that the nation stood up and fought back. Sponsoring, supporting and committing terrorism on your land is contrary to the United Nations resolution. A state like Pakistan should be treated as having committed an act of war,"

I urge Mrs Jethmalani to ask himself "who is more important for Indian constitution, Indian public or a Pakistani who came to India illegally, killed so many innocents , raped India's image all over the world just because he had not anything to do in his own country."

Mrs. Jethmalni's below words show that he was there in discussion, with some prejudices and to some extent was yelling his anger with Shivsena
"We will not destroy our reputation merely because the Shiv Sena wants it to be destroyed"

I liked comment by one reader and sharing same here.

"Pakistan does not even want to allow foreign agencies to interrogate suspected terrorist and we are debating on if Kasab should get legal aid. What sort intellectual fools are we? All we need to do is to keep him alive till he is disclosing information or till the time the we can produce him in front of the world as one of the proofs against Pakistan. Let us focus our attention on the steps to be taken against Pakistan rather than diverting our attention to such useless things. The prospects of taking any action against Pakistan are fading fast. People have started going back to their daily grind. That’s exactly what the Politicians want and that’s what the media is doing. Good! Let the people sleep until they are shaken up or woken up by another such attack. We have seen 4100 attacks after all."

These are very genuine emotions which are pleading our intellectuals to react according to constitution to stop such attacks or if it happens to teach a lesson to our enemies and not to talk about right of a Pakistani terrorist.

Our politicians....

The very next day, Mumbai got release from terror spread in the city, i was thinking what can i do to fulfil my obligation towards my motherland.After thinking a lot, when i could not get any idea, i thought of starting a discussion on same either in Orkut community or in some other forum.News channels also started very similar campaigns in which they asked viewers to give their view on what should be done to combat terrorism and to give a proper reply to our enemies. Then i realized that its not me only who is thinking on this line but perhaps every citizen of India irrespective of religion, is thinking on the same line. The very next news on the TV forced me to change my opinion as one class exists in India which is not thinking on the same line and that is our politicians. Perhaps these politicians are not normal citizens of India and they are VIPs so they have to have other things to do. BJP was trying to shake the government and was busy whether our PM, Home minister, Maharashtra CM and home minister resign or not. Congress was busy in trying best to hold its power and in running away from its accountability of terror attacks.Later Kerla chief minister was busy with yelling his frustration on father of martyr Sandeep, not realizing emotions of his father and not realizing that Indian mob respects its soldiers more than any other, even more than GOD.
Till now i have not got any idea about what can i do but trying hard to feel as if it happend yesterday only.

I want to hate more n more

Today I went for a candle light congregation in Hyderbad, in memory of innocents who lost their lives in recent Mumbai attack. Popular slogans, which were being recited, were “ Terrorism Down Down” and “ We want, peaceful India”. I had no problem with these slogans but I dint like these much. Reason was my intention of participating in this congregation. I was not there to pay my tribute or to show my sympathy but I was there to create more and more hate in my heart (for whom not very clear but perhaps for such incidents). I had discussion with one of my colleague on my motive as i tried everybody to have such motive.
As an individual I know that nothing will happen just by sitting idle and by complaining about politics but what can I do to answer my own conscious. At present I do not have anything but least I can do is that I don’t forget this incident until and unless some action is taken. …Wait! I think I can say it in better way…until and unless vengeance is taken. By that time, to not to forget this attack like earlier terror attack I will keep on fuelling fire of hate in myself.
Just to update the videos I posted in my last post are bring shown and discussed on news channel “ Headlines Today “. Also, news of one SIMI activist firing in Hyderabad are being shown giving me reason to hate more and more.

Mumbai blast with Pakistani view

It's sad (for me only) that at the time of Mumbai attack i could not cover whole incident as i was at home away from Internet. Not an aproblem, it’s never late.
When we Indians are surrounded with sorrow of loosing our near and dears and pride of India as some bastard came to our land and colored Taj hotel with blood, our neighbour country in which this whole attack was planned is interpreting in totally different way. Just have a look

http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=yvaXOLpZeMs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfYlaF5_q1Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5F4_qwtM5yY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eij5o7XizIA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQT9cgqdJ6U


But on the same hand after watching this video I felt might be this news channel is some low class channel of Pakistan and trying to get local support and hence broadcasting such programmes and searched for discussion carried out on famous pakistani channel Geo TV.
And found the below video

http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=vNnqYwpf0r0

Now I am really intrested in knowing, what happened 3 days after 9/11.But I do feel something has been spread in Pakistan, which is different from what world knows.